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You are pretty much on point haha! & awh thank you for the compliment & for taking time out to do this! Happy Holidays!
The way i was raised. Oh lordy. Dad tried to raise me as ‘one of the boys’ & Mom wanted to raise me as a 'girly girl’. There was no inbetween & always fighting with my mom when i young coz she was so like 'tightly wound’. Being made fun of, not feeling loved by one side of my family. All these things influenced me, plus other stuff. Not being able to stand up for myself. I became to nice. Letting any one & everyone walk all over me for almost my whole life. I HATED my child hood pretty much years 7-14 were Hell for me. & even 15-now has a lot of down fall. Dont get me wrong, im very blessed for the things ive been able to do, like go to concerts. work with my youth group etc but these are all recent things. & i still suffer with the shit from my past, my insecurities, my depression*. Well 16 now years of so much sheltering, years of depression, years of just flat out shit made me not want to ever let any one ever feel the way i felt. & that said making me “to nice”. I put every ones happiness before mine. This a curse but also a blessing. I mean now a days if you piss me off i will make it clear. But as long as i dont hurt you, even if you hurt me. Well the person who has hurt me, im not gunna say the most, but pretty close to it, asked me for a favor. & saying things like “i know you hate me…’” really got to me, I dont hate anyone. i really dont. & making some 1 feel like that, hurts me a lot, on top of the hurt they caused me in my life. I agreed to do the favor. Which i know for a fact will not turn out good today. I already know whats going to prob. happen once i do this for the person. my head says just do it. & my heart says can you really handle the outcome.? Idk. I mean i try & be happy. but I cant be happy unless every1 else is happy but then when i make sure every1 else is happy. that causes me to lose my happiness. so its like a lose/lose situation, a double edge sword. idk im mixed emotions at the moment. && all i really want is my music. thats it. Music= life. thankfully i will have my support team with me tonight<3 or what i call my gaurdian angels. seriously, thats what they are to me && they know who they are.<3
my voice is girly when I talk to strangers but when I’m with friends I turn into morgan freeman
Man this post is too accurate for words
here for brown girls, queer girls, shy girls, bi girls, trans girls, poly girls, disabled girls, loud girls, anarchist girls, riot girls, my girls, the quiet girls - the silent girls, the heart-too-big for their body girls, demi girls, fat girls, nerdy girls, sexy girls, messy girls, can’t-cook-to-save-their-gramma girls, proud girls, masculine girls, rowdy girls, girly girls, naughty girls, angry girls, surviving/recovering girls, healing girls, don’t-need-saving girls
here for brown girls, queer girls, shy girls, bi girls, trans girls, poly girls, disabled girls, loud girls, anarchist girls, riot girls, my girls, the quiet girls - the silent girls, the heart-too-big for their body girls, demi girls, fat girls, nerdy girls, sexy girls, messy girls, can’t-cook-to-save-their-gramma girls, proud girls, masculine girls, rowdy girls, girly girls, naughty girls, angry girls, surviving/recovering girls, healing girls, don’t-need-saving girls
Wearing eyeliner doesn’t make you “girly” or “gay” a lot of girls actually find it attractive. If you wanna put concealer on that pimple go ahead. It doesn’t make you less of a man. Makeup is not intrinsically feminine. Don’t let society’s screwed up gender roles stop you from expressing yourself.
Finding a flower to wear in my hair.
Yes, I am that girl.
Yes, I know the flower will die.
I just put the petals in a jar (:
Come at me bro..
I wake up with the promise of a new day
The sun and rain will guide me through it all
I walk through crowded streets, hopelessly searching for flowers in the most darkest of spaces
Don’t hold back, let the toxins flow like rain water down the gutter, start to love yourself, just try.
Let the wind hit your face let it breathe new life into your sinking soul,
make it through the day, let the smell of roses be your nights end.
Thank you, April showers, for bringing May flowers. But more importantly, for washing away all of March’s bull shit.
sixpenceee
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WHAT THE HECK IS THIS??
Wikipedia social media manager must’ve been so SHOOK
Why am I crying?! 😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣
